January 2010
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December 2009
1 post
November 2009
1 post
Countdown
One more week. Another countdown has been in process since my countdown last month. But this one is most exciting. My sister and I are headed to Missouri for the weekend.
This time there will be a bigger impression. It’s a little different now since I know what’s headed my way in the future.
Until then I’ll be counting….
October 2009
8 posts
Damp
I’m excited. Jumping through the ceiling excited. Then someone said to me that I’m turbo. Not wanting to share the excitement with me.
Now this person didn’t know that they affected me by telling me that but it did. Now I have changed my mind almost completely.
This will affect me more.
Screaming on top of my lungs in my head
There are some things that I do for others that I don’t expect a thank you for. I get satisfaction from doing the gesture on its own. Then there are the other things, the simple things that mean a great deal to me that I do and they are turned unnoticed. I’m frustrated and left feeling under appreciated. Thank god for working out.
Meetings: The Afterthought
Don’t think of me as a “business opportunity.”
I am family which I have all the time in the world for.
Didn’t you think of that when you asked me for “;) dinner?” I live in the East Bay with two kids, work full time, husband, school, etc. I have time for family but no time or energy for B.S.
I’m sorry that I misunderstood you. I am not an opportunity. I...
Meetings.
Uncle Jeff (my mom’s ex-boyfriend) asked if we can come to dinner today around 7pm. The excitement of his text had me wondering. He texts a few moments later: You get to meet Rubi ;) Hmmm. 9:30 pm another text: That’s a good hint ;)
Okay my guesses: a) they’re engaged b) they’re having a baby
But then his email reply back to me says: We’re excited too!!! Thanks...
Moving forward
I’m not ready to know. I already deny everything now. It is better to leave things as it is. Absence is easier to let go than go after. Facing it will only confirm everything I don’t want it to be. I’m not ready for the next step.
